Anxiety Blues

Have you ever woken up with butterflies in your tummy and thought, why? I have nothing to worry about so why am I feeling so nervous?

I have suffered for many years with this very problem and I didn’t know why. I was basically stuck in these anxious feelings which were worse in the mornings when I woke up, apparently, this is because a stress hormone called cortisol is highest in the morning. Cortisol helps your body respond to stress and regulates blood sugar levels.

I had a period in my life where I went through a lot of turmoil and it all seemed to happen within a few years. My mother had not one, but two serious illnesses that nearly killed her, I then went through a really traumatic break up with my partner and by this time I was emotional, mentally and physically wrecked.

My body was on the brink and my adrenal glands were exhausted, I had brain fog, tingling in my legs, I thought I had MS, one side of my body felt numb, I was sure that I had a serious disease in my body.

My doctor said ” I believe all your symptoms are from anxiety”

As I tried to move on from all the stress, I got recurring cystitis, my body was so inflamed, I was given antibiotic after antibiotic and I just thought to myself, I can’t keep living like this.

I started to try to heal myself, I went to see naturopaths and acupuncturists, homeopaths and herbalists. I was quite dizzy and confused by it all, I studied my conditions on the internet, I couldn’t shake the anxiety, no matter what I tried.

It was a slow process but I followed diets to improve my adrenal function and support my liver and I took herbs such as Ashwagandha which really worked. Ashwagandha is an adaptogen which supports the adrenal glands by promoting homeostasis in the body. Not only does it calm down the body and our mental processes, it helps promote better sleep, which in turn supports the adrenals and promotes better thyroid health which is also closely linked to stress.

I found Yoga with Adrienne helped a lot and I meditated for at least 5 minutes every evening before bed just to calm my mind. I also drank relaxing herbal teas such as Tulsi tea or Camomile and tried supplementing with Ashwagandha. I also supported my health with reflexology and did regular exercise as this helped me to sweat out any toxins that were accumulating in my body. I also found the steam room and sauna great for this.

Eventually, you will start to see an improvement in your mental health and your stress levels will alleviate. You will still get days when you are anxious but you will learn how to let it go, its all about letting it go and not getting stuck in that anxious mindset.

What caused it in the first place?

We naturally have a stress hormone called adrenalin which kicks in to warn us of danger, from the days when we had to run from our predators. Nowadays it is more from our modern life stresses such as our boss or relationships and other triggers. The fight or flight response gets stuck and this is when our body finds it hard to cope. Its literally taken me 2 years to actually feel better and I still have bad days, the slightest stressful thing can throw me into an anxious state. The time it takes will be different for everyone but I am proof that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

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